Greetings From the Paterson Poetry Festival

Last year at the festival. Great Falls Park was closed this year, due to the government shutdown, so yesterday's "Words Around the World" event was held indoors.

Yesterday, I checked off a literary bucket list item: I read at the Paterson Poetry Festival. The event was "Words Around the World," hosted by Yves-Mary Fontin, a board member of Wordseed, the local organization that organizes the festival.

Yves-Mary Fontin setting up the event's livestream.
Thank you, Radio Tele Xfm, for the screen cap below.

Normally, Words Around the World is held on stage in front of the Paterson Great Falls, a site I love to visit. But, with the shutdown of the federal government, the national historic park was closed, and the event was moved indoors to another site I love to visit, the nearby Paterson Museum.

Yesterday's event -- there's an entire month of October festival activities posted online -- celebrated diverse voices in several languages. This included, among many others, incredibly talented Wordseed poets. You can find them in the bio section of the organization's site, including Paterson's poet laureate, Talena Lachelle Queen.

I gave it my best shot with three poems set in New Jersey, where I've lived my whole life except for a few years in Manhattan and South Bend, Ind. I wore a rugby shirt from McGovern's Tavern in Newark (another favorite site!). The front features the immortal words of humorist Jean Shepherd, "In God We Trust: All Others Pay Cash," and the back features the Notre Dame Fighting Irish leprechaun.

The poems I read yesterday are set in Paterson, my hometown of New Milford, and the Pine Barrens. Two are updated from previous posts here because I always seem to tinker with my poems to try to keep them alive:

Scenic Overlook at Garret Mountain

This is a dangerous place to stand:

Cliffside in Paterson,

In the descending dusk.

 

In the view past the highway at my feet,

In the horizon of the New York skyline,

I behold a dizzying sight:

 

I see a housefly alight on your thigh.

It's 40 years ago, yet I can clearly see you

Languidly napping in our old bedroom

 

In a high-rise apartment miles away,

Through a window of space and time,

So many years since you left my side.

 

The housefly rubs its hands, obsessed,

Plotting its next move,

Until shooed in a flash

 

By a dismissive twitch of your flesh.

Decades disappear, just as fast,

As cars on Route 80 flee to the west.

 

Like a Dutch sailor, I face to the east.

Blinding, orgastic city lights hide ghosts

That whisper among the vanished trees.

 

I catch my breath on this precipice,

Its wounds, like mine,

Dark and deep.

 

40 years later,

Cliffside in Paterson,

I still watch you while you sleep.

 

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Things to Do When You’re Invisible

I nurse a shaved ice in a booth at Kailani’s

Behind a cloak of invisibility.

The Korean girl in her summer clothes

Stole the attention of the high school boy behind the counter

After he dutifully took my order, shaped it, imbued it in red,

Preparing the first shaved ice I will ever try.

 

Nobody cares.

I am old, while everything around me is anime and new.

I am an NPC in this game of boy meets girl.

When I was a newbie,

I thought invisibility, the ability to be willful without consequence,

Was the greatest superpower.

 

I know better now.

I tip my iPhone toward my bowl of unfreezing, bleeding ice.

I take its photo, ensuring a focus

On the melting of memory, the mining of the sublime.

This is the superpower I have come to possess:

Ensnaring evanescence.

 

When I take a photo...

Or write a poem...

I activate God Mode.

Not only invisible;

I am invincible.

I can stop time.

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Burlington County, 1984 

Driving up the Jersey Turnpike,

Skirting a million acres of acidic, sandy soil.

It’s almost dawn.

 

In the passenger’s seat next to me

Hester closes her eyes, adjusts the halo

Embroidered atop her California Angels cap,

And burrows under my letter jacket with a breathless sigh.

 

Bright Venus and the rising sun combine to accent

The needles of the pines lining the highway,

Casting shadows that flicker and tremble.

Like my desire.

 

I wish I may, I wish I might, now,

Make the sun stand still

Below that distant horizon.

 

Af if my car were a Mason jar.

As if I could punch air holes in the top

And examine this curiosity named Hester

Lazily stretching her butterfly limbs.

 

I would take my car in my hand

And hold the both of us up

To that faint and heavenly light.

 

This tiny version of myself I am trying to preserve

Is me at my best, oblivious in young love…

Blissfully teased by the Hand of Fate:

Tentative knuckles, resting lightly on my thigh.

 

As if, in Hester's lifeline,

I could divine our future together...

As if I weren’t the Jersey Devil in disguise.