One Year, 52 Haikus (With Photos)

I've posted an original haiku with an original photo every Monday for the past 52 weeks. I post these on my Instagram account - and you can view the past year below:

Two Prompts, Two Poems

Like a parlor trick, I can produce poetry on demand. Not good poetry, mind you -- but something approaching poetic structure.

This weekend, I attended a workshop by a real poet, Dante Di Stefano, sponsored by the Poetry Center at Passaic County Community College (that's a lot of Ps and Cs!).

The first prompt: write a "cover version" of a well-known song, movie, TV show, poem... etc. Something that imitates, references or pays homage to the original. I thought of the times I read my daughters to sleep reciting poetry, and wrote this:

Annabel Lee

It was many and many a year ago,

When I used to read you to sleep

You never understood

The meaning of the words

But the words had meaning to me

The words had meaning to me

As I watched you drift into sleep

And I dreamed of your dreams

And our time seemed to flee,

Seemed to flee

As I read you to sleep

Now years seem to flee

As I think of you here,

Near this empty bed,

Where you no longer sleep

So far from me now,

So far from our dreams,

Entombed by the memories I keep.

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The second prompt: Write something titled "Self Portrait As a XXX"

I considered my trusty "Starry Night" notebook and lucky St. Patrick's Cathedral pen, and decided to write something inspired by Van Gogh's famous self-portrait, with his left ear bandaged. I symbolically cut off the left portion of my keyboard and wrote something that didn't use the letters q, w, a, s, z, x or the number s 1 or 2:

Self Portrait as a Poet

Help me!

Help my poem!

Help it live!

Yet…

I found your letter.

I found hope in my reply.

Think of me.

I think of you too.

I love your poetry.

You found me differently.

Published Poem: 'Vanishing Garden'

T'Monde performing in Madison NJ in September

Cajun Haiku

A world full of woe.

When the band begins to play,

We dance anyway.

 

Yesterday I read one of my poems published in "And Still We Dance," a journal representing the work of the Writing LAB Ekphrastic Residency, sponsored by ARTS By The People and the Santiago Abut Foundation.

We had originally gathered in September at the Madison (NJ) Community Arts Center to hear Cajun music performed by a talented trio from Louisiana: T'Monde.

Their music inspired the published poetry, which was edited by the event's organizer, the poet Michelle Ortega. In the book, each poem was accompanied by a sketch by artist Anna Hershinow, with a bar code linking to the T-Monde song that inspired the poem.

I wrote my poem, "Vanishing Garden," after spending time in October with T'Monde's a cappella rendition of "La Belle S'en Va." In addition, Michelle kindly published a poem, "A Bouquet From Louisiana in 12 Couplets," that I wrote while hearing the trio perform in September.

Vanishing Garden

 

I stand in this garden

where everything vanishes.

 

Dad in his Navy blues,

an arm around his first and only love:

Mom, with Ava-Gardner-red lips,

under a canopy of vines plump with grapes.

 

Lips... redder than the nesting cardinals,

or the roses woven into the chain-link fence

where my daughter posed with a bouquet

in her First Communion dress.

 

A dress... whiter than the worn milking stool

where Nonna shucked corn

and split pea pods with her penknife,

while humming Rogers and Hammerstein.

 

I stand in this garden

where everything vanishes.

 

Crows descend.

Bees disappear, then roses.

Rust erodes the fence.

The well runs dry.

 

Only the music never dies.

The night wind echoes in an a cappella

of haunting ancient words

whose meaning I don't understand.

 

What's the use of wondering?

This ghostly ballad comforts me.

Although everything has vanished,

I am not alone.

 

I stand in this garden

surrounded by angels.

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A Bouquet From Louisiana in 12 Couplets

 

This is the music of misery.

Sad songs, made for dancing.

 

I recognize the urgency of longing,

Although I can’t dance.

 

This ceaseless steady beat,

So unlike my arrhythmic heart.

 

This dead language,

Preserved in melody and harmony.

 

These words, made for heart-break,

In a language I can’t translate.

 

This is the music of

One-sided stories of obsessive love.

 

I know those stories.

I feel like I can play along.

 

This is the music of 

The abandoned father and husband:

 

“One would hope

They thought he was dead.”

 

An accordion missing five notes,

A fiddle, a full-bodied guitar in autumn brown.

 

A chill fills the room

As the trio begins to play.

 

This is a harsh waltz.

How hard it is to live.

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PS - I post an original haiku every Monday paired with one of my photos at @bvarphotos on Instagram. 

Greetings From the Paterson Poetry Festival

Last year at the festival. Great Falls Park was closed this year, due to the government shutdown, so yesterday's "Words Around the World" event was held indoors.

Yesterday, I checked off a literary bucket list item: I read at the Paterson Poetry Festival. The event was "Words Around the World," hosted by Yves-Mary Fontin, a board member of Wordseed, the local organization that organizes the festival.

Yves-Mary Fontin setting up the event's livestream.
Thank you, Radio Tele Xfm, for the screen cap below.

Normally, Words Around the World is held on stage in front of the Paterson Great Falls, a site I love to visit. But, with the shutdown of the federal government, the national historic park was closed, and the event was moved indoors to another site I love to visit, the nearby Paterson Museum.

Yesterday's event -- there's an entire month of October festival activities posted online -- celebrated diverse voices in several languages. This included, among many others, incredibly talented Wordseed poets. You can find them in the bio section of the organization's site, including Paterson's poet laureate, Talena Lachelle Queen.

I gave it my best shot with three poems set in New Jersey, where I've lived my whole life except for a few years in Manhattan and South Bend, Ind. I wore a rugby shirt from McGovern's Tavern in Newark (another favorite site!). The front features the immortal words of humorist Jean Shepherd, "In God We Trust: All Others Pay Cash," and the back features the Notre Dame Fighting Irish leprechaun.

The poems I read yesterday are set in Paterson, my hometown of New Milford, and the Pine Barrens. Two are updated from previous posts here because I always seem to tinker with my poems to try to keep them alive:

Scenic Overlook at Garret Mountain

This is a dangerous place to stand:

Cliffside in Paterson,

In the descending dusk.

 

In the view past the highway at my feet,

In the horizon of the New York skyline,

I behold a dizzying sight:

 

I see a housefly alight on your thigh.

It's 40 years ago, yet I can clearly see you

Languidly napping in our old bedroom

 

In a high-rise apartment miles away,

Through a window of space and time,

So many years since you left my side.

 

The housefly rubs its hands, obsessed,

Plotting its next move,

Until shooed in a flash

 

By a dismissive twitch of your flesh.

Decades disappear, just as fast,

As cars on Route 80 flee to the west.

 

Like a Dutch sailor, I face to the east.

Blinding, orgastic city lights hide ghosts

That whisper among the vanished trees.

 

I catch my breath on this precipice,

Its wounds, like mine,

Dark and deep.

 

40 years later,

Cliffside in Paterson,

I still watch you while you sleep.

 

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Things to Do When You’re Invisible

I nurse a shaved ice in a booth at Kailani’s

Behind a cloak of invisibility.

The Korean girl in her summer clothes

Stole the attention of the high school boy behind the counter

After he dutifully took my order, shaped it, imbued it in red,

Preparing the first shaved ice I will ever try.

 

Nobody cares.

I am old, while everything around me is anime and new.

I am an NPC in this game of boy meets girl.

When I was a newbie,

I thought invisibility, the ability to be willful without consequence,

Was the greatest superpower.

 

I know better now.

I tip my iPhone toward my bowl of unfreezing, bleeding ice.

I take its photo, ensuring a focus

On the melting of memory, the mining of the sublime.

This is the superpower I have come to possess:

Ensnaring evanescence.

 

When I take a photo...

Or write a poem...

I activate God Mode.

Not only invisible;

I am invincible.

I can stop time.

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Burlington County, 1984 

Driving up the Jersey Turnpike,

Skirting a million acres of acidic, sandy soil.

It’s almost dawn.

 

In the passenger’s seat next to me

Hester closes her eyes, adjusts the halo

Embroidered atop her California Angels cap,

And burrows under my letter jacket with a breathless sigh.

 

Bright Venus and the rising sun combine to accent

The needles of the pines lining the highway,

Casting shadows that flicker and tremble.

Like my desire.

 

I wish I may, I wish I might, now,

Make the sun stand still

Below that distant horizon.

 

Af if my car were a Mason jar.

As if I could punch air holes in the top

And examine this curiosity named Hester

Lazily stretching her butterfly limbs.

 

I would take my car in my hand

And hold the both of us up

To that faint and heavenly light.

 

This tiny version of myself I am trying to preserve

Is me at my best, oblivious in young love…

Blissfully teased by the Hand of Fate:

Tentative knuckles, resting lightly on my thigh.

 

As if, in Hester's lifeline,

I could divine our future together...

As if I weren’t the Jersey Devil in disguise.

Gone Fishin': 3 Poems Until September

August is the month I take a break from posting on social media... much to the relief of my family 🙂

I'll spend time taking photos, writing poems, and rooting for the Mets -- and, most importantly, creating memories with family and friends. I'll get back to other projects and social media posts after Labor Day.

Until then, I'm posting three poems here because so far in 2025 I've been inspired by writing friends, new and old. I love what they've shared, so in return let me share what I love... beginning with a poem written today, based on a "hotter than a matchhead" prompt from the Gotham Writers Workshop, a New York-based group you should check out, offering free Zoom write-ins every Friday.

Here's a snapshot of "Why Devils in Jersey Are So Overfed":

Here's a second poem I recently revised after a photo from five years ago at an immersive VanGogh exhibit randomly popped up on my iPhone's home screen:

Finally, here's an experiment in ekphrastic poetry -- that is, a poem inspired by a work of art in another medium. I recently applied for... and won... a "residency" at the Madison NJ Community Arts Center. (Check out their events calendar!) The center chose 12 poets to participate in The Writing LAB Fall Residency, which this year will focus on writing new work inspired by music.

The length of the residency? A single Sunday afternoon in September. I'm excited about the opportunity, but I'll be sure to pack light!

During a recent open mic at the Puffin Cultural Forum (another group you should check out) in Teaneck NJ, I was captivated by an exhibit of photos and poems presented by ALTE: Getting Old Together. I took a photo of a print on display by Judith Sokoloff, who captured someone in a King Kong suit in Times Square, circa 2023. The leader of the forum's open mic that night, the great Toney Jackson, suggested I write a poem about it.

So I did. And, funny thing, the poem's theme is about getting older too.

King Gone

Once upon a time

I brushed airplanes from my eyes.

I terrorized ordinary men,

protected fair-haired women,

captured the imagination of the young,

while framed in Technicolor:

like the Northern Lights,

the harbor of Rio de Janeiro,

the Grand Canyon,

Mount Everest,

the Great Barrier Reef,

volcanic Paricutin in Mexico,

Victoria Falls.

I was the 8th wonder of the world.

Beyond male,

beyond female,

the link between man and beast,

adult and child,

good and bad,

primitive and civilized,

black and white.

Am I not immortal?

Or is it my fate

day-by-day, year-after-year

to recede into the crowd,

to roam Times Square

as an Instagram curiosity.

A diminishing freak.

Hear my defiant roar.

New York City may try

to swallow me whole,

a miniature version

of my former self.

Yet I refuse to disappear.

Let this poem be a warning:

These words are my transcendence.

I am still to be feared.